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In repair.
I jinxed myself. I should have known that even mentioning TM would somehow mean that I’d be seeing him soon. It always happens that way. He drove by today, and of course, I just happened to look out...
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Throwing it away.
Maybe I just want him back to tell him that I don’t want him. I go from missing him to complete disgust when I picture his face. His smile still makes me feel good, but it isn’t the way it used to be....
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Spill on aisle 7.
I am sitting here in my room, completely bored out of my mind. Seriously, a few minutes ago I was looking around trying to find something, anything, to do. I’m not in the mood for reading, which is...
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30 things.
1. “Stiffen that uppa lip up, little lady.” (I tell myself that when I am feeling a cry coming on. And it sometimes even works.) 2. I have been really disappointed in a lot of my friends lately. It’s...
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He and I.
We met so very long ago. I was not sold at first. He turned out to be more than I expected though. I expected some hesitation. He saved me from holding my breath. I expected it to take longer to fall....
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Parallels of the Carrie’s.
While out for lunch today with friends, we were talking about the new Sex and the City movie, which none of us have yet to see but all want to. In this discussion, one of them (a male who watches...
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Opening up.
Loving another person completely with no reservations, hesitations, or doubts is no insignificant act. Allowing a person to have more control over the way your heart beats than even yourself is no...
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afternoon note.
Some days, I need a hug. Some days, I need more hours than the day can possibly give me. Some days, I don’t need anything at all. Yesterday, I obviously needed a breather. But today, all I needed was...
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rough but beautiful.
Mount Cavalry Cemetery, July 2008 Love gets rusted over and worn down, hard and resistant to the most gentle of actions, even enough to make us hopeless that it could ever be what it once was, like...
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when it’s done,
what am I to do with only a smile and a worn note inside an empty wallet? what will words from your heart buy for a girl like me in the middle of this dark night? where will I go to cry my tears when...
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goodbye, my lover.
A tangled heart. Can you see it? Giving it up for good. Really, I am. I know that I always say I am giving him up, but that soft spot I have for him always turns to mush when he says the right words....
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around this time.
Kansas, October 10, 2008 I remember when I first fell in love, and the weather on that day was just like it is today. We had to crunch through dry leaves on his driveway, and there was a big pumpkin...
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Sorry for the Stubborn
Blood slinging swords slice through open air, cutting the silence carefully, thinly into packages of anger accompanied by sheer hate. Darkness hardens and chills the metallic blades that are tossed...
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